Chapter 119 of Spy x Family brought exciting revelations about Yor Forger's feelings, indicating that her sham marriage to Loid may be becoming something much more real for her. After completing her mission as an assassin for Garden, Yor finds herself immersed in reflections on her double life and the role that her relationship with Loid has come to occupy in her heart.
Yor reflects on love while confronting his physical and emotional pain
At the beginning of the chapter, Yor still feels the effects of her last mission, both physically and emotionally. While trying to recover, she arranges another meeting with Loid, claiming they need to keep up appearances as a couple. However, her true intention is more intimate: Yor wants to relive a moment that helped her cope with past pain, using a specific wine that comforted her.
During dinner, the alcohol doesn't have the desired effect, and Yor ends up drunk. Loid, noticeably worried about his wife's change in behavior, begins to suspect there's more to the invitation. Even so, he accompanies her patiently and carefully, unaware that he's being followed by Camilla, Sharon, and Millie, Yor's friends who misinterpret the situation when they see her talking to Hemlock.
Yor and Loid's relationship gains new layers of sincerity
The encounter between Yor and Hemlock, who gives her a balm created by Gympie to ease her pain, causes misunderstandings, but also allows Yor to reflect on how much she cares for Loid. Upon returning to the restaurant, she resumes her encounter with the spy and allows herself to be carried away by the lightness of the moment, even knowing that she will not be able to express everything she feels.
While discreetly avoiding their curious friends, Loid and Yor walk together to Hilltop Park, a special place for her. There, Yor reminisces about the days when she observed people to remind herself of the reasons she fought. But since marrying Loid, she feels those reasons within her own home.
At that moment, the conversation between the two deepens. Yor questions how long their marriage will last. Loid responds practically, saying that maintaining the facade for longer would be good for Anya. However, this is not the answer Yor is looking for. What she really wants is to know what Loid truly feels.
The future of the Forgers may be about to change
Yor is ready to take a new step, not as an agent for Garden, but as a woman in love. Remembering the example of McMahon's marriage, she envisions a relationship built on genuine feelings, not just strategies. Even without saying it directly, Yor makes it clear to herself that she wants her marriage to Loid to be permanent.
Loid, for his part, still seems reluctant to confront his own feelings. His rational response reveals the emotional distance he maintains, perhaps because of his mission or his own fears. But the dialogue makes it clear that something is changing between the two, and the next chapters promise to delve even deeper into this transformation.
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