Chapter 119 of Spy x Family brought emotional revelations about Yor Forger's feelings, indicating that her sham marriage to Loid may be becoming something much more real for her. After completing her mission as a Garden assassin, Yor finds herself immersed in reflections on her double life and the place her relationship with Loid has come to occupy in her heart.
Yor reflects on love as he faces his physical and emotional pain
At the beginning of the chapter, Yor is still feeling the effects of her last mission, both physically and mentally. As she tries to recover, she arranges a new meeting with Loid, claiming they need to keep up appearances as a couple. However, her true intention is more intimate: Yor wants to relive a moment that helped her endure pain in the past, using a specific wine that comforted her.
During dinner, the alcohol doesn't have the expected effect, and Yor ends up drunk. Loid, visibly concerned by his wife's change in behavior, begins to suspect there's more to the invitation. Even so, he accompanies her patiently and carefully, unaware that he's being followed by Camilla, Sharon, and Millie, Yor's friends, who misinterpret the situation when they see her talking to Hemlock.
Yor and Loid's relationship gains new layers of sincerity
The encounter between Yor and Hemlock, who gives her a balm created by Gympie to ease her pain, sparks misunderstandings, but also allows Yor to reflect on how much she cares for Loid. Returning to the restaurant, she resumes her encounter with the spy and lets herself be carried away by the lightness of the moment, even though she knows she won't be able to express everything she feels.
While discreetly avoiding their curious friends, Loid and Yor walk together to Hilltop Park, a place special to her. There, Yor reminisces about the days when she would observe people to remind herself of the reasons she fought. But since marrying Loid, she feels those reasons within her home.
At that moment, the conversation between the two deepens. Yor questions how long their marriage will continue. Loid responds matter-of-factly, saying that keeping up the facade longer would be good for Anya. However, that's not the answer Yor seeks. What she really wants is to know how Loid truly feels.
The future of the Forgers may be about to change
Yor is ready to take a new step, not as a Garden agent, but as a woman in love. Recalling the example of McMahon's marriage, she envisions a relationship built on real feelings, not just strategy. Even without saying it directly, Yor makes it clear to herself that she wants her marriage to Loid to be permanent.
Loid, for his part, still seems reluctant to confront his own feelings. His rational response highlights the emotional distance he maintains, perhaps because of his mission or his own fears. But the dialogue makes it clear that something is changing between the two, and the next chapters promise to delve even deeper into this transformation.
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